我的個性好像真的想太多...遲遲無法做決定！
害怕這個、害怕那個；即使做了決定，仍舊想著可能的回頭方案。
真是糟糕透了！
果然在自我肯定的向度中偏低~~~~~~~
2009/03/29
Elevator Love Letter 電梯求婚記:P
Grey's Anatomy S519 Elevator Love Letter
預告片兒
(大雷~~~)
Derek回到醫院前向Meredith求婚一次遭拒；進OR替Izzie開腦前再求婚一次又遭拒...
Meredith告訴他:"You have a gift and you can do this."
我相信你可以，你不需要用這件事(結婚)來證明你自己的能力。
最後，Derek選擇在電梯裡，貼滿了病人的CT，從兩人共同參與的第一個病人、終於臨床實驗成功病人的CT，到Izzie的CT...這些CT scans就像大事記一樣，記錄著他們一路走來的點點滴滴，也讓他們重新回顧這段關係，超浪漫!!!!
Derek電梯求婚記
Derek said:
You got me into the OR.
You put the rest of us to work because you've seen worse.You know we'll survive.
You say you're dark and twisty, but that's not a weakness, it's a strength. It makes you who you are.
I love you Meredith Grey, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
而Meredith也很乾脆地回應他:And I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
而這一集是Alex的旁白~
Trauma messes everybody up, but maybe that is the point.
All the pain and fear and crap.
Maybe going through all that is what keeps us moving foward, it is what pushes us.
Maybe we have to get a little mess up, before we can step up.
2009/03/28
孫燕姿鬍鬚男友 超猛 愛相隨現身鐵人3項
跟單泥酥的型差超多XD~
男友樣貌曝光，燕姿低調不談私事。
天后熱戀
孫燕姿和荷蘭籍男友「鬍鬚男」相戀近3年，日前他參加公司的「鐵人3項」運動賽，她大方到場加油，讓2人低調的戀情浮上檯面！
昨她在香港與張叔平碰面，為5月展開的世界巡迴演唱會試裝，對於男友曝光一事，孫燕姿低調不願回應，但據知相當擔心未來交往及他的生活會受到打擾；對於孫燕姿的感情穩定，好姊妹蔡依林（Jolin）昨表示非常羨慕，說：「好好喔，我很糟糕，進度這麼落後。」
「鬍鬚男」名為納迪姆（Nadim Van Der Ros），現年31歲，原本在香港金融機構擔任市場行銷工作主管，據悉他苦追孫燕姿9個月到手後，於2007年主動轉至新加坡任職，與過去2年沒發片的她有更多時間相處，目前已是新加坡永久居民。
本月22日，他任職的公司舉辦「鐵人3項」競賽，身高175公分、結實挺拔、喜歡水上運動的他，參與競賽，孫燕姿則穿著背心、長褲到場加油。當他一上岸，她的目光隨即落在他身上，之後一起與友人轉至腳踏車項目觀戰，待了15分鐘後，摟著彼此的腰離去。
她入行9年，唯一公開過的是上一段與圈外男友丹尼斯的戀情，但公開後2人還是不斷被偷拍，最後分手，此後她談戀愛便極度低調，連Jolin都不曾見過納迪姆。
上月孫燕姿接受《蘋果》電話訪問，提及感情現況也僅以「還不錯」簡短帶過，昨她從北京飛赴香港工作，得知男友樣貌曝光，已交代工作人員對私事不多說。
不過納迪姆在部落格的自我介紹中表明自己「In a Relationship」（戀愛中），最愛的音樂也出現「Sun Yanzi（孫燕姿）」的名字，似乎難掩幸福甜蜜。
姓名學專家卜陽表示，孫燕姿常因看男人眼光過於犀利，影響和男友的互動，建議她要少看對方的缺點，未來結婚之後，要放低身段和公婆相處，婚姻才能常久。
不過她曾多次透露還沒有結婚的想法，沉寂2年的她，巡迴演唱會5月15、16日從台北小巨蛋起跑，大張旗鼓再戰歌壇。
2009/03/18
淡淡的憂傷
(以下是Grey's Anatomy S517的雷)
這一整集籠罩在一股哀傷的氣氛中~
Izzie將她自己的病例報告化身為病人X的資料教導她下面的一群interns是多麼悲傷的事！
聽著她的interns歡樂地猜測病人X的病情只為了獲得"獎品"........So SAD!!
Derek面前擺著他救活與就不成的病例，似乎在嘲笑他這麼久以來只是個連環殺人兇手~
所以Iizze無奈的正視她的存活率只有5%
面對傷痛，害怕愛人與朋友知道後會比她更傷心，選擇跟與她不那麼friend的yang傾訴。
Derek走進了dark，拒絕比他更dark一千萬倍的女友的關心~
這是很濃厚地淡淡的憂傷的一集!
Derek is in a serious depression and refuses to go to work after losing his pregnant patient and being hit by a lawsuit.
Mark hasn't operated in days, because his hand is still swollen after the fistfight with Derek. Lexie urges him to talk Derek out of his funk and Mark points out he's hardly the right person to do that.
Cristina wakes Owen, who's napping on a cot at the hospital. Coming out of a nightmare, he shoves her violently, resulting in a cut to her arm. He bandages the cut and tells her to rest her arm and not do any work for the day.
Richard is cranky because he's now lost the services of Derek, Mark and Cristina. He's also mad at Miranda for having chosen pediatrics over general surgery.
Derek's depression deepens after he meets with his lawyers and they tell him he's lost more patients than he's saved. "Most of those were terminal patients," Meredith reminds him. "You were their last chance," she says, and urges him to look at the big picture.
"This is the big picture," he insists, staring at the far-larger pile of his patients who died.
Izzie gathers the interns to diagnose the case of a "Patient X," that they don't know is really her. The interns can't find anything wrong. "She's fine," they all agree, and Izzie shouts, "No, she's not fine!" She orders them to look over the case again. Lexie thinks that there's something in Patient X's brain that they've missed and Izzie tells her she's on the right track.
iranda suggests closing a patient with staples, not stitches, and Richard snaps that since it's his hospital, they're going to do it his way. "I want all of you people to do what I say," he shouts.
"We have a diagnosis," Lexie announces to Izzie. "Metastatic melanoma." Izzie asks for their prognosis and the interns predict the patient will only live a few months. "The girl's pretty much toast," says one. "Survival rate is five percent," says another. Izzie doesn't let on, but she just says "good job." They want a prize, like last time and she tells them, "The prize is, you didn't screw it up this time. You were doctors today. That's the prize."
Lexie thanks Izzie for the diagnostic exercise. "How would you break the news to Patient X?" Izzie asks. "Screw the odds. My mother died of the hiccups," Lexie says. She decides she'd urge the patient to face the illness and fight.
Adele summons Richard and Miranda to the conference room. "Are you running a hospital here or a playground?" she yells at Richard, and demands he apologize to Miranda. She tells a smug Miranda she's no better, since she called Adele to "tattle on a grown man." They each apologize for the way they've been acting.
Alex makes a diagnosis that could potentially save or kill a high school student suffering from seizures when he decides it's her heart that's the problem. Despite Dr. Robbin's reservations, Alex is proven right. Arizona congratulates Alex on his success and says, "You fix that attitude of yours, you could be the future of this hospital."
Alex runs to tell Izzie about the unexpected praise. He advises her to stop "wasting her time with this Patient X crap," and that she could be a great surgeon. "I don't want to be the future of this hospital if you're not there with me," he says. She answers "Okay," and gives him a big kiss but her smile fades as he walks away.
Derek returns to the hospital, but only to tell Richard that he's not operating. Richard orders him back to work, but Derek just walks away.
After three days with no Derek, his patients begin to switch to other hospitals, so when Miranda tells Richard that the way he yelled at her in the OR is "not okay at all," he walks away without saying a word.
Richard asks for Meredith's help in bringing Derek back. "He's been planning to propose. That's not a man who's planning on being alone."
Lexie announces to Mark that the survival rate for their relationship is probably about "three percent," but that she thinks they shouldn't give up.
Cristina assigns herself back to trauama cases, although Owen wants to let her rest her arm. "I'm a big girl. I can decide when I've had enough trauma," she tells him. "It's going to take more than a bad dream to scare me off."
"It's more than a bad dream," he says and she answers, "I know."
Callie has been avoiding Arizona but ends up stuck in the elevator with her. Arizona tells her, "Sometimes I panic and I misjudge a situation. So, if you're up for it, I'd like to take you to dinner."
"Maybe," says Callie as she walks away. But then she stops the elevator and says, "How's tomorrow?"
Mereidth finds a drunken Derek playing golf at the site of the home he plans to build. He tells her, "I'm not hiding, I'm done. I'm done operating."
When she calls it "quitting," he says, "You wrote the book on quitting." She insists she's here for him now and he replies, "You wanted me out ever since the day I moved in." He tells her she lied to him when she said she was fine. "There's no fixing you. You're a lemon," he says bitterly. She reveals she knows about the ring and he bats it into the distance and yells at her, "Go home."
Izzie picks Cristina of all people, to confide in because she knows Cristina can handle the bad news. On the air vent, Izzie tells Cristina that she has cancer.
這一整集籠罩在一股哀傷的氣氛中~
Izzie將她自己的病例報告化身為病人X的資料教導她下面的一群interns是多麼悲傷的事！
聽著她的interns歡樂地猜測病人X的病情只為了獲得"獎品"........So SAD!!
Derek面前擺著他救活與就不成的病例，似乎在嘲笑他這麼久以來只是個連環殺人兇手~
所以Iizze無奈的正視她的存活率只有5%
面對傷痛，害怕愛人與朋友知道後會比她更傷心，選擇跟與她不那麼friend的yang傾訴。
Derek走進了dark，拒絕比他更dark一千萬倍的女友的關心~
這是很濃厚地淡淡的憂傷的一集!
Derek is in a serious depression and refuses to go to work after losing his pregnant patient and being hit by a lawsuit.
Mark hasn't operated in days, because his hand is still swollen after the fistfight with Derek. Lexie urges him to talk Derek out of his funk and Mark points out he's hardly the right person to do that.
Cristina wakes Owen, who's napping on a cot at the hospital. Coming out of a nightmare, he shoves her violently, resulting in a cut to her arm. He bandages the cut and tells her to rest her arm and not do any work for the day.
Richard is cranky because he's now lost the services of Derek, Mark and Cristina. He's also mad at Miranda for having chosen pediatrics over general surgery.
Derek's depression deepens after he meets with his lawyers and they tell him he's lost more patients than he's saved. "Most of those were terminal patients," Meredith reminds him. "You were their last chance," she says, and urges him to look at the big picture.
"This is the big picture," he insists, staring at the far-larger pile of his patients who died.
Izzie gathers the interns to diagnose the case of a "Patient X," that they don't know is really her. The interns can't find anything wrong. "She's fine," they all agree, and Izzie shouts, "No, she's not fine!" She orders them to look over the case again. Lexie thinks that there's something in Patient X's brain that they've missed and Izzie tells her she's on the right track.
iranda suggests closing a patient with staples, not stitches, and Richard snaps that since it's his hospital, they're going to do it his way. "I want all of you people to do what I say," he shouts.
"We have a diagnosis," Lexie announces to Izzie. "Metastatic melanoma." Izzie asks for their prognosis and the interns predict the patient will only live a few months. "The girl's pretty much toast," says one. "Survival rate is five percent," says another. Izzie doesn't let on, but she just says "good job." They want a prize, like last time and she tells them, "The prize is, you didn't screw it up this time. You were doctors today. That's the prize."
Lexie thanks Izzie for the diagnostic exercise. "How would you break the news to Patient X?" Izzie asks. "Screw the odds. My mother died of the hiccups," Lexie says. She decides she'd urge the patient to face the illness and fight.
Adele summons Richard and Miranda to the conference room. "Are you running a hospital here or a playground?" she yells at Richard, and demands he apologize to Miranda. She tells a smug Miranda she's no better, since she called Adele to "tattle on a grown man." They each apologize for the way they've been acting.
Alex makes a diagnosis that could potentially save or kill a high school student suffering from seizures when he decides it's her heart that's the problem. Despite Dr. Robbin's reservations, Alex is proven right. Arizona congratulates Alex on his success and says, "You fix that attitude of yours, you could be the future of this hospital."
Alex runs to tell Izzie about the unexpected praise. He advises her to stop "wasting her time with this Patient X crap," and that she could be a great surgeon. "I don't want to be the future of this hospital if you're not there with me," he says. She answers "Okay," and gives him a big kiss but her smile fades as he walks away.
Derek returns to the hospital, but only to tell Richard that he's not operating. Richard orders him back to work, but Derek just walks away.
After three days with no Derek, his patients begin to switch to other hospitals, so when Miranda tells Richard that the way he yelled at her in the OR is "not okay at all," he walks away without saying a word.
Richard asks for Meredith's help in bringing Derek back. "He's been planning to propose. That's not a man who's planning on being alone."
Lexie announces to Mark that the survival rate for their relationship is probably about "three percent," but that she thinks they shouldn't give up.
Cristina assigns herself back to trauama cases, although Owen wants to let her rest her arm. "I'm a big girl. I can decide when I've had enough trauma," she tells him. "It's going to take more than a bad dream to scare me off."
"It's more than a bad dream," he says and she answers, "I know."
Callie has been avoiding Arizona but ends up stuck in the elevator with her. Arizona tells her, "Sometimes I panic and I misjudge a situation. So, if you're up for it, I'd like to take you to dinner."
"Maybe," says Callie as she walks away. But then she stops the elevator and says, "How's tomorrow?"
Mereidth finds a drunken Derek playing golf at the site of the home he plans to build. He tells her, "I'm not hiding, I'm done. I'm done operating."
When she calls it "quitting," he says, "You wrote the book on quitting." She insists she's here for him now and he replies, "You wanted me out ever since the day I moved in." He tells her she lied to him when she said she was fine. "There's no fixing you. You're a lemon," he says bitterly. She reveals she knows about the ring and he bats it into the distance and yells at her, "Go home."
Izzie picks Cristina of all people, to confide in because she knows Cristina can handle the bad news. On the air vent, Izzie tells Cristina that she has cancer.
2009/03/16
外婆買鞋記
我的外婆是一個時而新潮、時而守舊的老人家~
她之前常常掛在嘴邊她的運動鞋是"耐機"的(老人家不會念英文~)
而且每一隻腳趾頭在鞋子裡面都要可以"料"的(可以意會不可言傳)
過年時，陳姊姊就被點召陪她去買一雙新鞋子，因為我知道外婆真的很龜毛，所以那一天我就裝死，死賴在床上不願意出門！
結果當天就聽說外婆買鞋子有一些個人不成文規定~
(ex:要皮面的比較好洗；鞋子哪邊要寬哪邊要緊...)
經過陳姊姊一而再、再而三"規勸"，外婆才買了一雙透氣布面的Addidas氣墊鞋→1700多元
結果，被外婆穿去正義公園運動一天(走路)就出局~
理由是：鞋子太大雙、鞋底比較高，所以每走一步腳ㄚ子都會往前溜
於是那雙只穿了一次的新鞋子就送給小舅媽穿@@
昨天，我早上在睡夢中接到外婆的電話，她問我有沒有空陪她去買鞋子，我就知道難逃了~~~
昨天中午替饅頭洗完澡，我就帶外婆去新光三越購物....
先走到FIFA，外婆居然問我這是什麼牌子，還跟我說："挖攏請耐機嘎愛迪達ㄟ捏"
好吧~那就直接帶外婆衝這兩個櫃啦！
先到Addidas，因為近期新款都是那種全鞋底的氣墊
第一：太貴
第二：外婆一定穿不慣
舊款.....也沒幾雙(百貨公司很少舊款)
於是直接放棄。
來到了Nike，外婆一直喜歡一雙皮面無花色的白色鞋，但是礙於沒有外婆的尺寸，
先訂貨的話萬一到時候不滿意更麻煩，於是我一直鼓吹外婆買另一雙較花俏，但有現貨的氣墊鞋~
請服務人員拿外婆的尺寸給她試穿，而且要換上較長的鞋帶，讓外婆在專櫃內試走好多圈!!
外婆一直說另一雙她比較喜歡，這一雙為什麼要有那麼多粉紅色？
我跟外婆說：安捏卡校連啊，這擱屋氣墊，尬la new ㄟ攏港款，ㄟ當走卡股！
後來外婆終於買了那雙她覺得太花，但是走起來ok的"耐機"鞋→2565元
希望不會又穿一次就出局!!!!!!!
她之前常常掛在嘴邊她的運動鞋是"耐機"的(老人家不會念英文~)
而且每一隻腳趾頭在鞋子裡面都要可以"料"的(可以意會不可言傳)
過年時，陳姊姊就被點召陪她去買一雙新鞋子，因為我知道外婆真的很龜毛，所以那一天我就裝死，死賴在床上不願意出門！
結果當天就聽說外婆買鞋子有一些個人不成文規定~
(ex:要皮面的比較好洗；鞋子哪邊要寬哪邊要緊...)
經過陳姊姊一而再、再而三"規勸"，外婆才買了一雙透氣布面的Addidas氣墊鞋→1700多元
結果，被外婆穿去正義公園運動一天(走路)就出局~
理由是：鞋子太大雙、鞋底比較高，所以每走一步腳ㄚ子都會往前溜
於是那雙只穿了一次的新鞋子就送給小舅媽穿@@
昨天，我早上在睡夢中接到外婆的電話，她問我有沒有空陪她去買鞋子，我就知道難逃了~~~
昨天中午替饅頭洗完澡，我就帶外婆去新光三越購物....
先走到FIFA，外婆居然問我這是什麼牌子，還跟我說："挖攏請耐機嘎愛迪達ㄟ捏"
好吧~那就直接帶外婆衝這兩個櫃啦！
先到Addidas，因為近期新款都是那種全鞋底的氣墊
第一：太貴
第二：外婆一定穿不慣
舊款.....也沒幾雙(百貨公司很少舊款)
於是直接放棄。
來到了Nike，外婆一直喜歡一雙皮面無花色的白色鞋，但是礙於沒有外婆的尺寸，
先訂貨的話萬一到時候不滿意更麻煩，於是我一直鼓吹外婆買另一雙較花俏，但有現貨的氣墊鞋~
請服務人員拿外婆的尺寸給她試穿，而且要換上較長的鞋帶，讓外婆在專櫃內試走好多圈!!
外婆一直說另一雙她比較喜歡，這一雙為什麼要有那麼多粉紅色？
我跟外婆說：安捏卡校連啊，這擱屋氣墊，尬la new ㄟ攏港款，ㄟ當走卡股！
後來外婆終於買了那雙她覺得太花，但是走起來ok的"耐機"鞋→2565元
希望不會又穿一次就出局!!!!!!!
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