我的個性好像真的想太多...遲遲無法做決定！
害怕這個、害怕那個；即使做了決定，仍舊想著可能的回頭方案。
真是糟糕透了！
果然在自我肯定的向度中偏低~~~~~~~
2009/03/29
Elevator Love Letter 電梯求婚記:P
Grey's Anatomy S519 Elevator Love Letter
預告片兒
(大雷~~~)
Derek回到醫院前向Meredith求婚一次遭拒；進OR替Izzie開腦前再求婚一次又遭拒...
Meredith告訴他:"You have a gift and you can do this."
我相信你可以，你不需要用這件事(結婚)來證明你自己的能力。
最後，Derek選擇在電梯裡，貼滿了病人的CT，從兩人共同參與的第一個病人、終於臨床實驗成功病人的CT，到Izzie的CT...這些CT scans就像大事記一樣，記錄著他們一路走來的點點滴滴，也讓他們重新回顧這段關係，超浪漫!!!!
Derek電梯求婚記
Derek said:
You got me into the OR.
You put the rest of us to work because you've seen worse.You know we'll survive.
You say you're dark and twisty, but that's not a weakness, it's a strength. It makes you who you are.
I love you Meredith Grey, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
而Meredith也很乾脆地回應他:And I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
而這一集是Alex的旁白~
Trauma messes everybody up, but maybe that is the point.
All the pain and fear and crap.
Maybe going through all that is what keeps us moving foward, it is what pushes us.
Maybe we have to get a little mess up, before we can step up.
2009/03/28
孫燕姿鬍鬚男友 超猛 愛相隨現身鐵人3項
跟單泥酥的型差超多XD~
男友樣貌曝光，燕姿低調不談私事。
天后熱戀
孫燕姿和荷蘭籍男友「鬍鬚男」相戀近3年，日前他參加公司的「鐵人3項」運動賽，她大方到場加油，讓2人低調的戀情浮上檯面！
昨她在香港與張叔平碰面，為5月展開的世界巡迴演唱會試裝，對於男友曝光一事，孫燕姿低調不願回應，但據知相當擔心未來交往及他的生活會受到打擾；對於孫燕姿的感情穩定，好姊妹蔡依林（Jolin）昨表示非常羨慕，說：「好好喔，我很糟糕，進度這麼落後。」
「鬍鬚男」名為納迪姆（Nadim Van Der Ros），現年31歲，原本在香港金融機構擔任市場行銷工作主管，據悉他苦追孫燕姿9個月到手後，於2007年主動轉至新加坡任職，與過去2年沒發片的她有更多時間相處，目前已是新加坡永久居民。
本月22日，他任職的公司舉辦「鐵人3項」競賽，身高175公分、結實挺拔、喜歡水上運動的他，參與競賽，孫燕姿則穿著背心、長褲到場加油。當他一上岸，她的目光隨即落在他身上，之後一起與友人轉至腳踏車項目觀戰，待了15分鐘後，摟著彼此的腰離去。
她入行9年，唯一公開過的是上一段與圈外男友丹尼斯的戀情，但公開後2人還是不斷被偷拍，最後分手，此後她談戀愛便極度低調，連Jolin都不曾見過納迪姆。
上月孫燕姿接受《蘋果》電話訪問，提及感情現況也僅以「還不錯」簡短帶過，昨她從北京飛赴香港工作，得知男友樣貌曝光，已交代工作人員對私事不多說。
不過納迪姆在部落格的自我介紹中表明自己「In a Relationship」（戀愛中），最愛的音樂也出現「Sun Yanzi（孫燕姿）」的名字，似乎難掩幸福甜蜜。
姓名學專家卜陽表示，孫燕姿常因看男人眼光過於犀利，影響和男友的互動，建議她要少看對方的缺點，未來結婚之後，要放低身段和公婆相處，婚姻才能常久。
不過她曾多次透露還沒有結婚的想法，沉寂2年的她，巡迴演唱會5月15、16日從台北小巨蛋起跑，大張旗鼓再戰歌壇。
2009/03/18
淡淡的憂傷
(以下是Grey's Anatomy S517的雷)
這一整集籠罩在一股哀傷的氣氛中~
Izzie將她自己的病例報告化身為病人X的資料教導她下面的一群interns是多麼悲傷的事！
聽著她的interns歡樂地猜測病人X的病情只為了獲得"獎品"........So SAD!!
Derek面前擺著他救活與就不成的病例，似乎在嘲笑他這麼久以來只是個連環殺人兇手~
所以Iizze無奈的正視她的存活率只有5%
面對傷痛，害怕愛人與朋友知道後會比她更傷心，選擇跟與她不那麼friend的yang傾訴。
Derek走進了dark，拒絕比他更dark一千萬倍的女友的關心~
這是很濃厚地淡淡的憂傷的一集!
Derek is in a serious depression and refuses to go to work after losing his pregnant patient and being hit by a lawsuit.
Mark hasn't operated in days, because his hand is still swollen after the fistfight with Derek. Lexie urges him to talk Derek out of his funk and Mark points out he's hardly the right person to do that.
Cristina wakes Owen, who's napping on a cot at the hospital. Coming out of a nightmare, he shoves her violently, resulting in a cut to her arm. He bandages the cut and tells her to rest her arm and not do any work for the day.
Richard is cranky because he's now lost the services of Derek, Mark and Cristina. He's also mad at Miranda for having chosen pediatrics over general surgery.
Derek's depression deepens after he meets with his lawyers and they tell him he's lost more patients than he's saved. "Most of those were terminal patients," Meredith reminds him. "You were their last chance," she says, and urges him to look at the big picture.
"This is the big picture," he insists, staring at the far-larger pile of his patients who died.
Izzie gathers the interns to diagnose the case of a "Patient X," that they don't know is really her. The interns can't find anything wrong. "She's fine," they all agree, and Izzie shouts, "No, she's not fine!" She orders them to look over the case again. Lexie thinks that there's something in Patient X's brain that they've missed and Izzie tells her she's on the right track.
iranda suggests closing a patient with staples, not stitches, and Richard snaps that since it's his hospital, they're going to do it his way. "I want all of you people to do what I say," he shouts.
"We have a diagnosis," Lexie announces to Izzie. "Metastatic melanoma." Izzie asks for their prognosis and the interns predict the patient will only live a few months. "The girl's pretty much toast," says one. "Survival rate is five percent," says another. Izzie doesn't let on, but she just says "good job." They want a prize, like last time and she tells them, "The prize is, you didn't screw it up this time. You were doctors today. That's the prize."
Lexie thanks Izzie for the diagnostic exercise. "How would you break the news to Patient X?" Izzie asks. "Screw the odds. My mother died of the hiccups," Lexie says. She decides she'd urge the patient to face the illness and fight.
Adele summons Richard and Miranda to the conference room. "Are you running a hospital here or a playground?" she yells at Richard, and demands he apologize to Miranda. She tells a smug Miranda she's no better, since she called Adele to "tattle on a grown man." They each apologize for the way they've been acting.
Alex makes a diagnosis that could potentially save or kill a high school student suffering from seizures when he decides it's her heart that's the problem. Despite Dr. Robbin's reservations, Alex is proven right. Arizona congratulates Alex on his success and says, "You fix that attitude of yours, you could be the future of this hospital."
Alex runs to tell Izzie about the unexpected praise. He advises her to stop "wasting her time with this Patient X crap," and that she could be a great surgeon. "I don't want to be the future of this hospital if you're not there with me," he says. She answers "Okay," and gives him a big kiss but her smile fades as he walks away.
Derek returns to the hospital, but only to tell Richard that he's not operating. Richard orders him back to work, but Derek just walks away.
After three days with no Derek, his patients begin to switch to other hospitals, so when Miranda tells Richard that the way he yelled at her in the OR is "not okay at all," he walks away without saying a word.
Richard asks for Meredith's help in bringing Derek back. "He's been planning to propose. That's not a man who's planning on being alone."
Lexie announces to Mark that the survival rate for their relationship is probably about "three percent," but that she thinks they shouldn't give up.
Cristina assigns herself back to trauama cases, although Owen wants to let her rest her arm. "I'm a big girl. I can decide when I've had enough trauma," she tells him. "It's going to take more than a bad dream to scare me off."
"It's more than a bad dream," he says and she answers, "I know."
Callie has been avoiding Arizona but ends up stuck in the elevator with her. Arizona tells her, "Sometimes I panic and I misjudge a situation. So, if you're up for it, I'd like to take you to dinner."
"Maybe," says Callie as she walks away. But then she stops the elevator and says, "How's tomorrow?"
Mereidth finds a drunken Derek playing golf at the site of the home he plans to build. He tells her, "I'm not hiding, I'm done. I'm done operating."
When she calls it "quitting," he says, "You wrote the book on quitting." She insists she's here for him now and he replies, "You wanted me out ever since the day I moved in." He tells her she lied to him when she said she was fine. "There's no fixing you. You're a lemon," he says bitterly. She reveals she knows about the ring and he bats it into the distance and yells at her, "Go home."
Izzie picks Cristina of all people, to confide in because she knows Cristina can handle the bad news. On the air vent, Izzie tells Cristina that she has cancer.
這一整集籠罩在一股哀傷的氣氛中~
Izzie將她自己的病例報告化身為病人X的資料教導她下面的一群interns是多麼悲傷的事！
聽著她的interns歡樂地猜測病人X的病情只為了獲得"獎品"........So SAD!!
Derek面前擺著他救活與就不成的病例，似乎在嘲笑他這麼久以來只是個連環殺人兇手~
所以Iizze無奈的正視她的存活率只有5%
面對傷痛，害怕愛人與朋友知道後會比她更傷心，選擇跟與她不那麼friend的yang傾訴。
Derek走進了dark，拒絕比他更dark一千萬倍的女友的關心~
這是很濃厚地淡淡的憂傷的一集!
Derek is in a serious depression and refuses to go to work after losing his pregnant patient and being hit by a lawsuit.
Mark hasn't operated in days, because his hand is still swollen after the fistfight with Derek. Lexie urges him to talk Derek out of his funk and Mark points out he's hardly the right person to do that.
Cristina wakes Owen, who's napping on a cot at the hospital. Coming out of a nightmare, he shoves her violently, resulting in a cut to her arm. He bandages the cut and tells her to rest her arm and not do any work for the day.
Richard is cranky because he's now lost the services of Derek, Mark and Cristina. He's also mad at Miranda for having chosen pediatrics over general surgery.
Derek's depression deepens after he meets with his lawyers and they tell him he's lost more patients than he's saved. "Most of those were terminal patients," Meredith reminds him. "You were their last chance," she says, and urges him to look at the big picture.
"This is the big picture," he insists, staring at the far-larger pile of his patients who died.
Izzie gathers the interns to diagnose the case of a "Patient X," that they don't know is really her. The interns can't find anything wrong. "She's fine," they all agree, and Izzie shouts, "No, she's not fine!" She orders them to look over the case again. Lexie thinks that there's something in Patient X's brain that they've missed and Izzie tells her she's on the right track.
iranda suggests closing a patient with staples, not stitches, and Richard snaps that since it's his hospital, they're going to do it his way. "I want all of you people to do what I say," he shouts.
"We have a diagnosis," Lexie announces to Izzie. "Metastatic melanoma." Izzie asks for their prognosis and the interns predict the patient will only live a few months. "The girl's pretty much toast," says one. "Survival rate is five percent," says another. Izzie doesn't let on, but she just says "good job." They want a prize, like last time and she tells them, "The prize is, you didn't screw it up this time. You were doctors today. That's the prize."
Lexie thanks Izzie for the diagnostic exercise. "How would you break the news to Patient X?" Izzie asks. "Screw the odds. My mother died of the hiccups," Lexie says. She decides she'd urge the patient to face the illness and fight.
Adele summons Richard and Miranda to the conference room. "Are you running a hospital here or a playground?" she yells at Richard, and demands he apologize to Miranda. She tells a smug Miranda she's no better, since she called Adele to "tattle on a grown man." They each apologize for the way they've been acting.
Alex makes a diagnosis that could potentially save or kill a high school student suffering from seizures when he decides it's her heart that's the problem. Despite Dr. Robbin's reservations, Alex is proven right. Arizona congratulates Alex on his success and says, "You fix that attitude of yours, you could be the future of this hospital."
Alex runs to tell Izzie about the unexpected praise. He advises her to stop "wasting her time with this Patient X crap," and that she could be a great surgeon. "I don't want to be the future of this hospital if you're not there with me," he says. She answers "Okay," and gives him a big kiss but her smile fades as he walks away.
Derek returns to the hospital, but only to tell Richard that he's not operating. Richard orders him back to work, but Derek just walks away.
After three days with no Derek, his patients begin to switch to other hospitals, so when Miranda tells Richard that the way he yelled at her in the OR is "not okay at all," he walks away without saying a word.
Richard asks for Meredith's help in bringing Derek back. "He's been planning to propose. That's not a man who's planning on being alone."
Lexie announces to Mark that the survival rate for their relationship is probably about "three percent," but that she thinks they shouldn't give up.
Cristina assigns herself back to trauama cases, although Owen wants to let her rest her arm. "I'm a big girl. I can decide when I've had enough trauma," she tells him. "It's going to take more than a bad dream to scare me off."
"It's more than a bad dream," he says and she answers, "I know."
Callie has been avoiding Arizona but ends up stuck in the elevator with her. Arizona tells her, "Sometimes I panic and I misjudge a situation. So, if you're up for it, I'd like to take you to dinner."
"Maybe," says Callie as she walks away. But then she stops the elevator and says, "How's tomorrow?"
Mereidth finds a drunken Derek playing golf at the site of the home he plans to build. He tells her, "I'm not hiding, I'm done. I'm done operating."
When she calls it "quitting," he says, "You wrote the book on quitting." She insists she's here for him now and he replies, "You wanted me out ever since the day I moved in." He tells her she lied to him when she said she was fine. "There's no fixing you. You're a lemon," he says bitterly. She reveals she knows about the ring and he bats it into the distance and yells at her, "Go home."
Izzie picks Cristina of all people, to confide in because she knows Cristina can handle the bad news. On the air vent, Izzie tells Cristina that she has cancer.
2009/03/16
外婆買鞋記
我的外婆是一個時而新潮、時而守舊的老人家~
她之前常常掛在嘴邊她的運動鞋是"耐機"的(老人家不會念英文~)
而且每一隻腳趾頭在鞋子裡面都要可以"料"的(可以意會不可言傳)
過年時，陳姊姊就被點召陪她去買一雙新鞋子，因為我知道外婆真的很龜毛，所以那一天我就裝死，死賴在床上不願意出門！
結果當天就聽說外婆買鞋子有一些個人不成文規定~
(ex:要皮面的比較好洗；鞋子哪邊要寬哪邊要緊...)
經過陳姊姊一而再、再而三"規勸"，外婆才買了一雙透氣布面的Addidas氣墊鞋→1700多元
結果，被外婆穿去正義公園運動一天(走路)就出局~
理由是：鞋子太大雙、鞋底比較高，所以每走一步腳ㄚ子都會往前溜
於是那雙只穿了一次的新鞋子就送給小舅媽穿@@
昨天，我早上在睡夢中接到外婆的電話，她問我有沒有空陪她去買鞋子，我就知道難逃了~~~
昨天中午替饅頭洗完澡，我就帶外婆去新光三越購物....
先走到FIFA，外婆居然問我這是什麼牌子，還跟我說："挖攏請耐機嘎愛迪達ㄟ捏"
好吧~那就直接帶外婆衝這兩個櫃啦！
先到Addidas，因為近期新款都是那種全鞋底的氣墊
第一：太貴
第二：外婆一定穿不慣
舊款.....也沒幾雙(百貨公司很少舊款)
於是直接放棄。
來到了Nike，外婆一直喜歡一雙皮面無花色的白色鞋，但是礙於沒有外婆的尺寸，
先訂貨的話萬一到時候不滿意更麻煩，於是我一直鼓吹外婆買另一雙較花俏，但有現貨的氣墊鞋~
請服務人員拿外婆的尺寸給她試穿，而且要換上較長的鞋帶，讓外婆在專櫃內試走好多圈!!
外婆一直說另一雙她比較喜歡，這一雙為什麼要有那麼多粉紅色？
我跟外婆說：安捏卡校連啊，這擱屋氣墊，尬la new ㄟ攏港款，ㄟ當走卡股！
後來外婆終於買了那雙她覺得太花，但是走起來ok的"耐機"鞋→2565元
希望不會又穿一次就出局!!!!!!!
她之前常常掛在嘴邊她的運動鞋是"耐機"的(老人家不會念英文~)
而且每一隻腳趾頭在鞋子裡面都要可以"料"的(可以意會不可言傳)
過年時，陳姊姊就被點召陪她去買一雙新鞋子，因為我知道外婆真的很龜毛，所以那一天我就裝死，死賴在床上不願意出門！
結果當天就聽說外婆買鞋子有一些個人不成文規定~
(ex:要皮面的比較好洗；鞋子哪邊要寬哪邊要緊...)
經過陳姊姊一而再、再而三"規勸"，外婆才買了一雙透氣布面的Addidas氣墊鞋→1700多元
結果，被外婆穿去正義公園運動一天(走路)就出局~
理由是：鞋子太大雙、鞋底比較高，所以每走一步腳ㄚ子都會往前溜
於是那雙只穿了一次的新鞋子就送給小舅媽穿@@
昨天，我早上在睡夢中接到外婆的電話，她問我有沒有空陪她去買鞋子，我就知道難逃了~~~
昨天中午替饅頭洗完澡，我就帶外婆去新光三越購物....
先走到FIFA，外婆居然問我這是什麼牌子，還跟我說："挖攏請耐機嘎愛迪達ㄟ捏"
好吧~那就直接帶外婆衝這兩個櫃啦！
先到Addidas，因為近期新款都是那種全鞋底的氣墊
第一：太貴
第二：外婆一定穿不慣
舊款.....也沒幾雙(百貨公司很少舊款)
於是直接放棄。
來到了Nike，外婆一直喜歡一雙皮面無花色的白色鞋，但是礙於沒有外婆的尺寸，
先訂貨的話萬一到時候不滿意更麻煩，於是我一直鼓吹外婆買另一雙較花俏，但有現貨的氣墊鞋~
請服務人員拿外婆的尺寸給她試穿，而且要換上較長的鞋帶，讓外婆在專櫃內試走好多圈!!
外婆一直說另一雙她比較喜歡，這一雙為什麼要有那麼多粉紅色？
我跟外婆說：安捏卡校連啊，這擱屋氣墊，尬la new ㄟ攏港款，ㄟ當走卡股！
後來外婆終於買了那雙她覺得太花，但是走起來ok的"耐機"鞋→2565元
希望不會又穿一次就出局!!!!!!!
2009/03/11
Abel新留言 Of Ribena and Other Things
關於Ribena飲料和其他的一些事情
It's raining cats and dogs again in Singapore, and tonight is one of those nights where you would huddle at home, watch your favourite tv shows or curl up with a good magazine with some ribena and beef pastrami! Or pistachios! Or instant noodles! Whatever, you know what i mean.
又是一個新加坡下著大雨的夜晚，這是那種會讓你只想窩在家裡的夜晚。看看喜歡的電視節目或好看的雜誌，一邊喝著Ribena飲料，一邊配著醃燻牛肉或開心果或泡麵！諸如此類的東西，你知道我的意思。
--
Some friends have remarked on the changes in me and the way i look these days. It's one of those things that you know and you don't.
有些朋友在討論最近我的改變與模樣，有些事情是你知道或不知道的。
You know you have changed, somewhat. It is in the choices you make, it's in the way you wear your hair, the way lipsticks suddenly seem like a beautiful idea... you don't know if you had changed that much though. You are still very much stuck to your neurotic moody self which had already been paraded and worn proudly on your sleeves for years. And you are sure it is still alive and kicking you in the butt more often than you would care to share with the whole world.
你知道的是，你有了一些轉變，那是出自你自己的選擇，像是你的髮型、你的口紅……你不知道的是，是否自己的改變真有那麼大，你的內在仍然是那個神經質、喜怒無常的自己，多年來一直都是如此。而且，你能確認這仍是活生生的你，多過想要與全世界分享的念頭。
So when I had another choice to be something else, I hopped happily unto it. It was like a breath from the oxygen tank in the backstage.
所以，每當我有機會扮演不同的角色時，總是十分雀躍期待，就好比在後台能夠從氧氣筒大口呼吸一般。
Being another girl who knows you from somewhere, from some other time, being a protagonist in another flight of fantasy actually gives me room to breathe. I don't need to be myself for that moment, I don't need to ponder on how bizarrely unnatural it is to have to constantly put your unpolluted self out there for the world to see, crossing my fingers that they would like what I had to offer.
扮演另一個從某處、某個時間認識你的女孩，扮演一個於其他領域自在遨翔的主角，真的讓我有喘息的空間。在那一刻，我不再需要做我自己、不需要思考不斷地必須把自己最好的一面展示在世人面前有多麼做作，祈禱他們會喜歡我所必須給予的一切。
Being another girl means a different story, sometimes, a different kind of courage, but almost always, the same questions. And I know, we all have the same kind of questions that we ask ourselves over and over and over and over again.
And the answer?
扮演另一個女孩意味著一段不同的故事，有時候，甚至是另一種勇氣。可是，總幾乎都要面對相同的問題。而且我知道，我們都不斷地問自己這相同的問題，不斷不斷地。然而，答案是什麼呢？
--
Tonight is a cool and breezy night, so different from the last week when the air was so thick it was almost hard to breathe. I am having an ice cold ribena and have decided to skip the expired cookies. :)
今晚是個涼爽又有微風輕拂的夜晚，跟上週沈重得幾乎難以呼吸的空氣，是那麼地不同。我手上握著一杯冰涼的Rebina，決定不去碰過期的餅乾。 :)
http://grandenough.blogspot.com/
小厚眉批：
變老還是回春，我們也都習慣了~
但是有必要這樣嗎？
久未露面的「平胸天后」孫燕姿，究竟在忙什麼？銀魚音樂昨天宣布孫燕姿5月將再度唱進小巨蛋，是她全新音樂階段的開始。演唱會海報昨天先曝光，她的新造型陽剛味十足，手持重達5公斤的古董寶刀，銀色閃亮露背洋裝還反過來穿，把前胸當後背，創意十足！
戀情甜蜜 事業沒停擺
去年大部份時間孫燕姿都待在新加坡，大方跟男友逛大街約會談情，沈浸甜蜜中，看似把事業放一邊，但其實她的演藝事業沒停擺，把2009年世界巡迴演唱會「答案是…」簽給銀魚音樂，祕密籌備演唱會已大半年，銀魚音樂宣布首站選在台北小巨蛋，5月15、16日開唱。
超現實立體投影舞台 超火
去年主辦郭富城「舞林正傳」演唱會的銀魚音樂，大手筆製作創造口碑，孫燕姿演唱會服裝造型、舞台設計、視覺創意，都是跟郭富城同一製作班底。主辦人邱王黎 寬表示，「成本最少破億，一定是大製作。」演唱會上有項突破性的舞台技術「超現實立體投影」，邱王黎寬聲稱考慮申請金氏紀錄。
演唱會海報曝光，孫燕姿驚艷四射，金馬獎得主張叔平擔任服裝造型和平面美術指導，讓孫燕姿的模樣，如同郭富城演唱會舞台一樣「大翻轉」，柔中帶剛、刀光劍影；攝影師請來王家衛的御用攝影師夏永康。
露背洋裝反穿 女人味十足
她也一改短髮形象，微捲波浪長髮，搭配鮮紅口紅，女人味十足，有點「電影性」造型，手中重達5公斤古董寶刀，讓眼神柔美中帶著殺氣，製造剛柔並濟的反差效果。
最妙的是，張叔平在拍攝前靈機一動，把本來鑲著小銀珠的露背洋裝，讓孫燕姿前後反過來穿，露出脖子跟肩膀的線條，「荷包蛋」效果的前胸，硬被當做後背來用，完全沒有卡住的感覺。
It's raining cats and dogs again in Singapore, and tonight is one of those nights where you would huddle at home, watch your favourite tv shows or curl up with a good magazine with some ribena and beef pastrami! Or pistachios! Or instant noodles! Whatever, you know what i mean.
又是一個新加坡下著大雨的夜晚，這是那種會讓你只想窩在家裡的夜晚。看看喜歡的電視節目或好看的雜誌，一邊喝著Ribena飲料，一邊配著醃燻牛肉或開心果或泡麵！諸如此類的東西，你知道我的意思。
--
Some friends have remarked on the changes in me and the way i look these days. It's one of those things that you know and you don't.
有些朋友在討論最近我的改變與模樣，有些事情是你知道或不知道的。
You know you have changed, somewhat. It is in the choices you make, it's in the way you wear your hair, the way lipsticks suddenly seem like a beautiful idea... you don't know if you had changed that much though. You are still very much stuck to your neurotic moody self which had already been paraded and worn proudly on your sleeves for years. And you are sure it is still alive and kicking you in the butt more often than you would care to share with the whole world.
你知道的是，你有了一些轉變，那是出自你自己的選擇，像是你的髮型、你的口紅……你不知道的是，是否自己的改變真有那麼大，你的內在仍然是那個神經質、喜怒無常的自己，多年來一直都是如此。而且，你能確認這仍是活生生的你，多過想要與全世界分享的念頭。
So when I had another choice to be something else, I hopped happily unto it. It was like a breath from the oxygen tank in the backstage.
所以，每當我有機會扮演不同的角色時，總是十分雀躍期待，就好比在後台能夠從氧氣筒大口呼吸一般。
Being another girl who knows you from somewhere, from some other time, being a protagonist in another flight of fantasy actually gives me room to breathe. I don't need to be myself for that moment, I don't need to ponder on how bizarrely unnatural it is to have to constantly put your unpolluted self out there for the world to see, crossing my fingers that they would like what I had to offer.
扮演另一個從某處、某個時間認識你的女孩，扮演一個於其他領域自在遨翔的主角，真的讓我有喘息的空間。在那一刻，我不再需要做我自己、不需要思考不斷地必須把自己最好的一面展示在世人面前有多麼做作，祈禱他們會喜歡我所必須給予的一切。
Being another girl means a different story, sometimes, a different kind of courage, but almost always, the same questions. And I know, we all have the same kind of questions that we ask ourselves over and over and over and over again.
And the answer?
扮演另一個女孩意味著一段不同的故事，有時候，甚至是另一種勇氣。可是，總幾乎都要面對相同的問題。而且我知道，我們都不斷地問自己這相同的問題，不斷不斷地。然而，答案是什麼呢？
--
Tonight is a cool and breezy night, so different from the last week when the air was so thick it was almost hard to breathe. I am having an ice cold ribena and have decided to skip the expired cookies. :)
今晚是個涼爽又有微風輕拂的夜晚，跟上週沈重得幾乎難以呼吸的空氣，是那麼地不同。我手上握著一杯冰涼的Rebina，決定不去碰過期的餅乾。 :)
http://grandenough.blogspot.com/
小厚眉批：
變老還是回春，我們也都習慣了~
但是有必要這樣嗎？
久未露面的「平胸天后」孫燕姿，究竟在忙什麼？銀魚音樂昨天宣布孫燕姿5月將再度唱進小巨蛋，是她全新音樂階段的開始。演唱會海報昨天先曝光，她的新造型陽剛味十足，手持重達5公斤的古董寶刀，銀色閃亮露背洋裝還反過來穿，把前胸當後背，創意十足！
戀情甜蜜 事業沒停擺
去年大部份時間孫燕姿都待在新加坡，大方跟男友逛大街約會談情，沈浸甜蜜中，看似把事業放一邊，但其實她的演藝事業沒停擺，把2009年世界巡迴演唱會「答案是…」簽給銀魚音樂，祕密籌備演唱會已大半年，銀魚音樂宣布首站選在台北小巨蛋，5月15、16日開唱。
超現實立體投影舞台 超火
去年主辦郭富城「舞林正傳」演唱會的銀魚音樂，大手筆製作創造口碑，孫燕姿演唱會服裝造型、舞台設計、視覺創意，都是跟郭富城同一製作班底。主辦人邱王黎 寬表示，「成本最少破億，一定是大製作。」演唱會上有項突破性的舞台技術「超現實立體投影」，邱王黎寬聲稱考慮申請金氏紀錄。
演唱會海報曝光，孫燕姿驚艷四射，金馬獎得主張叔平擔任服裝造型和平面美術指導，讓孫燕姿的模樣，如同郭富城演唱會舞台一樣「大翻轉」，柔中帶剛、刀光劍影；攝影師請來王家衛的御用攝影師夏永康。
露背洋裝反穿 女人味十足
她也一改短髮形象，微捲波浪長髮，搭配鮮紅口紅，女人味十足，有點「電影性」造型，手中重達5公斤古董寶刀，讓眼神柔美中帶著殺氣，製造剛柔並濟的反差效果。
最妙的是，張叔平在拍攝前靈機一動，把本來鑲著小銀珠的露背洋裝，讓孫燕姿前後反過來穿，露出脖子跟肩膀的線條，「荷包蛋」效果的前胸，硬被當做後背來用，完全沒有卡住的感覺。
2009/03/10
VX Nano 筆電專用無線雷射滑鼠
好想買滑鼠啊!!!
因為辦公室之前重新裝修我的桌子，結果電腦的一堆線亂成一團~
再加上有線滑鼠真的很不好用，所以我決定要買一個自己專屬的滑鼠！
就算離職也可以帶著走~
(這麼昂貴的滑鼠，我可能下班也會帶回家，不然會被偷走@@)
VX Nano 筆電專用無線雷射滑鼠
我在雅虎網拍購買，沒有那麼貴~~
因為辦公室之前重新裝修我的桌子，結果電腦的一堆線亂成一團~
再加上有線滑鼠真的很不好用，所以我決定要買一個自己專屬的滑鼠！
就算離職也可以帶著走~
(這麼昂貴的滑鼠，我可能下班也會帶回家，不然會被偷走@@)
VX Nano 筆電專用無線雷射滑鼠
我在雅虎網拍購買，沒有那麼貴~~
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